ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL
VOLUME 1
Copyright © 2015 The Late Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir | Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya. All rights reserved. Reproduced by adivineappeal.com from "On the Eucharist: A Divine Appeal" (Vol. 1).
Today, consider in Divine Appeal 170: "To the souls consecrated to Me, I am like a passing stranger. I have nowhere to lay My Head."
There are words in this Appeal that should make every consecrated soul fall silent: “I am like a passing stranger. I have nowhere to lay My Head.” The terror is not that Jesus is absent. The terror is that He is present and unwanted at the deepest level. He passes through the chapel, the liturgy, the breviary, the Mass, the community, the apostolate, the theological classroom, the retreat, the religious habit—and still finds no place where He may rest as the Beloved. This is a more hidden abandonment than open unbelief. The atheist may say that he does not know Christ; but a consecrated soul can say Christ's Name every day while gradually ceasing to know His Heart. The Pharisees and scribes reveal this terrible spiritual possibility. Not all rejected Jesus—Nicodemus and others remind us that we must never make collective judgments—but some knew the Scriptures and religious traditions intimately while failing to recognise the One to whom those Scriptures pointed (cf. Jn 5:39–40; Jn 3:1–21). They possessed the sacred words but could resist the living Word. This is the abyss into which every religious person must look with trembling. A priest may know the rubrics of the Mass and yet no longer allow the Mass to break his heart. A theologian may explain the Incarnation while refusing the humility of the Incarnate God. A religious may profess poverty while being secretly possessed by reputation. A consecrated person may defend the Eucharist while rarely remaining in silence before the Eucharistic Jesus. The soul can become beautifully ordered outwardly, yet still leave Jesus waiting at the door. The Ark brought blessing to Obed-edom’s household because God’s Presence was welcomed, reminding us that holiness begins not with appearances, but with receiving God within (cf. 2 Sam 6:10–12; Rev 3:20). The Presence of God was not merely an object to be stored; its presence brought blessing into the whole household (cf. 2 Sam 6:10–12). Here lies the mystical question: Has Christ entered my whole interior house, or have I merely placed Him somewhere within my religious environment? There is a difference between having a chapel and having an inner dwelling. There is a difference between celebrating Christ and belonging to Christ. The Catechism teaches that prayer is a living relationship with the living God (cf. CCC 2558–2565). Therefore, the first wound of this Appeal is this: Jesus does not complain that consecrated souls have failed to accomplish enough. He mourns because the One for whom they gave their lives may no longer find a heart in which to rest. Perhaps the most frightening poverty is not having nothing. It is having given God everything except the secret centre of oneself.
The words “I have nowhere to lay My Head” become even more mysterious when we contemplate the Head of Christ crowned with thorns. The One seeking rest is the One whose Head was wounded by humanity's sin (cf. Mt 27:27–31; Jn 19:1–3). Mystically, Jesus asks for a resting place precisely in the realm where we most often wound Him: our minds, judgments, thoughts, memories, imaginations, and secret decisions. The consecrated soul may give Christ its hands for ministry while refusing Him possession of its inner world. A priest may raise consecrated hands at the altar while spending hours internally judging another priest. A sister may care for abandoned children while privately nourishing bitterness against her superior. A brother may speak of obedience while mentally conducting an endless trial against everyone who has disappointed him. The heart may be consecrated publicly while the imagination remains unconsecrated. Here the Pharisaical temptation becomes terrifyingly contemporary. Certain religious leaders could witness Jesus' works, hear His words, and still interpret His goodness through suspicion and hostility (cf. Mk 3:1–6, 20–30). When the heart refuses surrender, even light can begin to look like darkness. A person may become so attached to an interior interpretation that he can no longer receive reality as God gives it. Consider Ahithophel, whose intelligence and counsel were admired, yet whose interior loyalties became tragically distorted (cf. 2 Sam 15:31; 17:1–23). A brilliant mind is not necessarily a surrendered mind. A consecrated intellect can analyse everything except itself. Christ does not ask whether the mind is brilliant or simple; He asks whether it is available. The practical examination is severe. What occupies my mind after prayer? Whose faults do I repeatedly revisit? Which humiliation do I keep alive? Which future catastrophe do I continually imagine? Which attachment receives more interior conversation than Jesus? The soul can leave the chapel while carrying everyone except Christ. Yet Jesus asks for a place to lay His Head. Give Him the thought you cannot stop thinking. Give Him the memory you secretly revisit. Give Him the anger that has become part of your personality. Do not merely bring Jesus into your thoughts; allow Jesus to become the place where your thoughts come to rest. Contemplation begins when Christ is no longer an occasional visitor to the mind but becomes its deepest silence (cf. CCC 2709–2719).
There is a terrifying progression revealed in the Gospel: religious distance from Christ can become religious resistance to Christ. This is where the Pharisees, scribes, and certain other religious authorities become a warning that must never be read as an accusation against a people, but as a mirror held before every believer. Jesus Himself, His Mother, the Apostles, and the first Christians were Jewish. We must never assign collective guilt for His Passion. Yet the Gospel narratives reveal that some leaders opposed Him,(cf. Jn 11:45–53; Jn 18:28–19:16) while Roman authority carried out the crucifixion . The deeper spiritual lesson belongs to all humanity. Sin can reach the point where the soul attempts to silence the very voice sent to save it. The frightening mystery is that Jesus was not rejected merely by people who knew nothing about religion. He was opposed by some who possessed religious authority, sacred learning, and public influence. The One who healed the sick could be considered dangerous. The One who revealed the Father could be treated as a threat. The One who fulfilled the deepest hope of salvation could be rejected because His truth disturbed established hearts. This is the mystery of spiritual blindness: the soul can become more committed to defending its position than to receiving God's correction. The cross begins long before the nails. Mystically, the cross begins whenever pride says, “I will not be changed.” It begins whenever a priest refuses correction because his dignity feels threatened. It begins whenever a religious community protects its reputation more carefully than the wounded member within it. It begins whenever a superior silences truth because truth is inconvenient. It begins whenever a consecrated person dismisses another's suffering because compassion would disturb the schedule. Consider King Saul, whose downfall was not one sudden explosion but repeated refusal to surrender completely to God's will (cf. 1 Sam 13:8–14; 15:10–31). He increasingly protected himself. This is how the heart becomes dangerous: not necessarily by becoming openly evil, but by becoming incapable of repentance. A soul may still bend the body before the altar while refusing to bend the will before God. Jesus then becomes a stranger because the heart has no room except for itself. The Catechism teaches that conversion remains an ongoing task (cf. CCC 1427–1432). The greatest protection against becoming spiritually blind is not intelligence, seniority, theological training, or religious status. It is the grace to remain correctable.
The Appeal reaches an even deeper abyss when we place it beside Gethsemane. Jesus did not ask His closest friends to perform a spectacular miracle(cf. Mk 14:32–42). He asked them to remain with Him in His hour of sorrow . Yet they slept. This may be one of the most hidden interpretations of Christ becoming a passing stranger to consecrated souls: Jesus is abandoned not only through betrayal but through spiritual sleep. Judas actively betrayed Him. Peter actively denied Him. But others simply failed to remain awake. How many souls today are not consciously rejecting Christ? They are simply asleep to Him. The priest still celebrates Mass but no longer wonders before the mystery. The religious still prays but no longer expects an encounter. The consecrated person still receives Communion but immediately returns mentally to worries and tasks. Jesus remains, but the soul is absent. The tabernacle may be full of Christ while the heart is full of elsewhere. Consider the obscure biblical figure Mephibosheth,(cf. 2 Sam 9:1–13) the crippled descendant of Saul who was invited to eat continually at David's table despite his wounded history . His story contains a beautiful Eucharistic mystery. A wounded and forgotten person is given a place at the king's table. The question for the consecrated soul is striking: Do I still experience myself as someone invited, or have I become spiritually entitled? The greatest danger of constant access to sacred things is that privilege may cease to feel like gift. The priest can approach the altar so often that astonishment dies. The religious can live beside the tabernacle so long that proximity becomes ordinary. But the Eucharistic mystery never becomes ordinary. Only the heart becomes accustomed to the extraordinary. St Alexis Falconieri, after abandoning worldly ambitions, sought a life centred on God in humility and hiddenness. St Benedict Joseph Labre, wandering and poor, became a mysterious witness to a life with no earthly security except God. Their lives expose our excuses. Perhaps Jesus has nowhere to lay His Head because we have given Him only the leftovers of our attention. We say we are tired—but remain awake for everything except prayer. We say we are busy—but make time for endless distractions. We say we love Him—but avoid silence because silence might reveal how far we have wandered. Yet the remedy is simple and terrible: stay awake with Him again. Enter the chapel without demanding consolations. Remain after Mass when others have left. Visit Him when no one knows. Sit before Him when prayer feels empty. Tell Him nothing if necessary. Let your presence answer His Presence. For sometimes the most profound reparation for Christ's loneliness is not many words but one soul that refuses to leave. (cf. CCC 2725–2745).
The highest mystical mystery of this Appeal is found at the Cross: the homeless Christ desires to make His home within the very souls who have abandoned Him. Jesus was rejected, betrayed, denied, mocked, condemned, stripped, and crucified; yet from the place of humanity's greatest refusal came the greatest revelation of divine mercy (cf. Lk 23:33–46; Jn 19:25–37). Here Divine Appeal 170 reaches a summit that should shake every vocation. When humanity gave Jesus nowhere to lay His Head, He bowed His Head upon the Cross. The One who found no resting place in human hearts gave His whole Heart to humanity. This is the terrifying tenderness of God. He does not cease loving because He is neglected. He remains. He waits. He thirsts. He knocks . Therefore, consecrated souls must never read this Appeal merely as an accusation against others. Every priest, bishop, religious, seminarian, and consecrated person must place himself beneath its light. Could Christ be lonely in me? Could my vocation have become a house in which I work for Him but do not live with Him? Could I be defending His Church while forgetting to remain with His Heart? St Charles de Foucauld discovered that hidden union with Jesus could become a vast apostolate even when public success was absent. St Rose Philippine Duchesne, when age and weakness limited her active missionary work, became known for her deep hidden prayer. They reveal the final secret: Jesus does not need a successful soul as much as He desires an available soul. A priest confined by illness may become a dwelling place for Christ more deeply than during his busiest years. An elderly sister who can no longer teach may become the hidden heart of her community through prayer. A young religious struggling with dryness may become profoundly faithful simply by returning every day to the chapel. A missionary whose plans collapse may discover that Christ is asking for surrender rather than achievement. The soul's greatest fear should not be failure. Its greatest fear should be succeeding without Jesus. The parish may flourish, the institution may grow, the books may be written, the sermons may be admired, the community may appear strong—and Christ may still be a passing stranger. But one hidden soul that says, “Jesus, remain,” can become more beautiful than a thousand successful works without intimacy. The answer to the Appeal is therefore not: “Jesus, I will do more.” It is: “Jesus, do not pass through me. Stay. Lay Your wounded Head upon my heart. Enter the rooms I have locked. Purify what I have hidden. Disturb what I have falsely called peace. Break the pride that prevents repentance. Wake me from spiritual sleep. Let my consecration cease to be merely something I once gave You, and become the place where You live.” Then the stranger becomes the Beloved, the visitor becomes the Master, and the consecrated soul becomes what it was always meant to be: a living dwelling where Christ is finally at home (cf. Jn 14:23; Eph 3:16–19; CCC 260, 2691).
Prayer
O Adorable Jesus, never allow us to become familiar with Your sacred things while forgetting Your living Heart. Forgive our spiritual sleep and hidden pride. Save us from resisting the truth that changes us. Lay Your wounded Head upon our hearts. Remain within us, and make every consecrated soul Your true dwelling. Amen.
Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.
Today, consider in Divine Appeal 169: "By means of My Presence in the Blessed Sacrament repair whenever you see Me"
Reparation begins with a sacred question: when we behold Our Adorable Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, do we see only the Host—or the hidden Love who gazes back at us? (cf. Jn 6:51–58; CCC 1374). The eyes see a small Host, silent and apparently powerless. Faith sees the living Christ, whole and present, giving Himself in love (cf. Jn 6:51–58; CCC 1373–1377). The Appeal invites us into a profound Eucharistic response: whenever we come before Jesus, we should not remain merely spectators. We are called to repair through His Presence. Reparation is not an attempt to improve Christ, for the risen Lord is eternally glorious and cannot be diminished in His divinity. Rather, it is the loving response of the Church to the wounds caused by sin, unbelief, indifference, sacrilege, and rejection. The soul stands before the Eucharistic Christ and says through its love: “Where love has been refused, let me love; where gratitude has disappeared, let me adore; where people have forgotten You, let me remember.” Scripture offers a unique image in Phinehas, whose zeal interrupted a destructive movement among the people (cf. Num 25:1–13). While the Christian understanding of reparation is never violence, the spiritual principle is striking: when sin spreads, someone must stand before God with a heart that refuses to become indifferent. Another beautiful biblical image is Ezra,(cf. Ezra 9:1–15) who grieved, prayed, and confessed before God over the sins of the people . He did not excuse evil, but neither did he stand proudly outside the community as though he had no connection with its wounds. This is the beginning of Eucharistic reparation: not saying, “Look how sinful they are,” but asking, “Jesus, how can I love You here?” A woman entering a church may see an empty sanctuary and choose to remain for ten minutes in adoration. A priest may bring the wounds of a difficult day before the tabernacle; a student may pause at a church and kneel briefly before Our Adorable Jesus instead of passing by (cf. Mt 11:28–29; Ps 62:1–2). An exhausted worker may spend a few minutes before Jesus instead of allowing fatigue to become complaint. These acts appear small, but love changes their meaning. The deeper mystery is this: Jesus does not ask the soul merely to feel sorry for sin. He invites the soul to let sorrow become adoration, adoration become love, and love become self-gift for others (cf. Rom 12:1; 2 Cor 5:14–15). Reparation before the Blessed Sacrament is not merely a devotion; it is an encounter in which Christ quietly repairs the soul that comes seeking to repair (cf. Ps 147:3; Jn 15:4–5).
The words “whenever you see Me” contain another mystical depth: the Eucharistic encounter should awaken a response every time Christ is consciously approached. Familiarity can become one of the greatest dangers in spiritual life. A priest may handle sacred things daily and gradually lose astonishment. A sacristan may prepare the altar as a routine task. A religious may pass the chapel several times each day without interiorly pausing. A Catholic may receive Holy Communion frequently while becoming less attentive to the greatness of the Gift. The mystery of reparation begins again when the soul recovers holy astonishment. Consider Jacob(cf. Gen 28:10–17) at Bethel. He discovered that a place he had considered ordinary was mysteriously filled with the presence of God . His awakening changed his awareness of the ground beneath him. Likewise, the Eucharistic soul gradually discovers that the church is not merely a building and the tabernacle not merely an object, but a sacred dwelling where Our Adorable Jesus remains truly present among His people . Someone is there. This awareness can change everything. Consider also Moses before the burning bush,(cf. Ex 3:1–6) who was commanded to recognise the holiness of the place because of the divine Presence . The bush itself remained a creature, but God's presence transformed the encounter. In the Eucharistic mystery, the Christian encounters something incomparably greater: Christ is truly and substantially present under the sacramental signs (cf. CCC 1374–1377). A farm worker, a cleaner, a child, a prisoner, or an elderly person can adore. The practical question becomes: What happens inside me when I realise that I am before Jesus? Perhaps I stop scrolling through my phone before entering the church. Perhaps I arrive a few minutes early for Mass. Perhaps I make a reverent genuflection rather than moving mechanically. Perhaps I spend one minute after Communion in conscious thanksgiving. Perhaps I visit the church during an ordinary weekday. Reparation is often the recovery of attentiveness. Indifference wounds love, while attention consoles love. The mystical soul does not seek extraordinary emotions every time it sees the Eucharist. It seeks fidelity. Some days the heart will feel devotion; other days it may feel dry. But love can remain. A mother does not cease loving her child because she is tired. Likewise, the soul can kneel before the tabernacle and say, “Jesus, I have little feeling today, but I have come.” This is already a profound act of reparation. The greatest consolation we can offer Christ may sometimes be simply refusing to treat His Presence as ordinary.
The deepest form of Eucharistic reparation, however, is not confined to the chapel. The soul that adores Christ in the Blessed Sacrament must gradually learn to repair the wounds of Christ's Body in the world. The Eucharist cannot authentically lead us into adoration while leaving us indifferent to the suffering of human beings (cf. 1 Cor 11:17–29; CCC 1397). St Paul confronted a Christian community whose Eucharistic celebration was contradicted by divisions and neglect of the poor. This is a frightening lesson: it is possible to approach the altar while failing to recognise the consequences of Christ's presence in the lives of others. The Appeal therefore opens an apostolic dimension of reparation. A person leaves adoration and encounters a lonely neighbour. The love offered before the tabernacle must become patience at the neighbour's door. A nurse receives Christ at Mass and later encounters a difficult patient. Reparation may mean treating that patient with dignity when nobody is watching. A businessman may adore Our Adorable Jesus and then correct an employee’s costly mistake without humiliating him; a priest may leave the tabernacle and welcome a wounded sinner with Christ’s mercy in confession (cf. Col 3:12–13; Lk 15:20–24). A priest spends time before the Blessed Sacrament and then meets a wounded sinner in confession. Reparation may mean allowing the tenderness of Christ to shape his words. A young person participates in Benediction and later sees a classmate being mocked. Reparation may mean refusing to laugh and courageously protecting the humiliated person. Consider the unusual biblical figure Boaz,(cf. Ruth 2:8–16; 4:13–17) who used his position not to exploit the vulnerable Ruth but to protect her dignity and future . His ordinary acts became instruments of God's providence. Consider Ebed-melech, (cf. Jer 38:7–13) the foreigner who courageously intervened to rescue Jeremiah when others had abandoned him . He recognised suffering and acted. These figures reveal that reparation has hands. It does not remain only in sentiment. St Marianne Cope carried compassionate care into places where fear caused others to withdraw. St Alberto Hurtado asked Christians to recognise Christ's call within the social wounds surrounding them. Their lives teach that Eucharistic devotion must become Eucharistic availability. We repair before Jesus so that we may stop increasing the wounds around us. We repair by refusing gossip. We repair by reconciling relationships. We repair by paying workers honestly. We repair by protecting children. We repair by visiting the forgotten. We repair by refusing corruption. We repair by treating the poor as persons rather than inconveniences. Thus, a profound mystery emerges: the soul that kneels before the Eucharistic Christ eventually becomes a small place of repair wherever it stands. (cf. Mt 25:31–46; Jas 2:14–17).
There is also a hidden and very personal reparation: allowing Christ to repair the damage within our own hearts. Reparation is not merely offering for the sins of others. Before the Blessed Sacrament, Christ’s light must also expose what remains wounded within us. We may grieve over the world’s unbelief while secretly withholding forgiveness, forgetting that the first altar of reparation is our own heart (cf. Mt 5:23–24; 1 Jn 1:9). A priest may grieve over irreverence toward the Eucharist while allowing pride to harden his own heart. A religious may pray for the conversion of sinners while nurturing resentment against a member of her community. A parent may pray for a child's return to God while communicating anger more often than tenderness. The Eucharistic Christ invites us to bring the world's wounds before Him, but He also asks us not to hide our own wounds behind religious activity. Consider King Asa,(cf. 2 Chr 14:1–15; 16:1–12) who began with faithfulness but later struggled to maintain the same dependence upon God . His story warns that a good beginning does not remove the need for continual conversion. Consider Naaman, who expected God's healing to occur according to his own preferences and initially resisted the humble means offered to him (cf. 2 Kgs 5:1–14). His healing required humility. Before the Eucharist, the soul discovers that Christ often heals through humble steps: confession, apology, restitution, reconciliation, spiritual guidance, abandoning harmful habits, seeking help, and admitting our wrongs . Blessed Charles de Foucauld embraced radical surrender, (cf. Lk 9:23; Gal 2:20) allowing Christ to transform even the hidden foundations of his life . Their witness suggests a mystical paradox: the person who comes to repair may discover that he himself is the broken vessel Christ wants to mend. This is not humiliation. It is mercy. The Eucharist does not expose us in order to shame us but to draw us more deeply into communion (cf. Jn 13:1–17; CCC 1391–1395). A powerful act of reparation may therefore be a sincere confession after years of postponement. It may be returning stolen money. It may be apologising to someone we wounded. It may be ending a hidden relationship that is destroying a marriage. It may be asking for help with addiction. We cannot genuinely offer Christ our love while deliberately protecting what contradicts His love. Reparation begins with adoration, but it reaches fulfilment when the adoring soul allows Christ to rearrange its life.
Finally, the highest mystical secret of this Appeal is that Christ allows us to enter His own work of repairing the world through love. The Cross is the supreme revelation of this mystery. Jesus does not answer humanity's sin with greater violence. He enters the consequences of human sin with redeeming love (cf. Isa 53:4–12; 1 Pet 2:21–25). The Eucharist makes present sacramentally the sacrifice of Christ and draws the Church into thanksgiving and self-offering . Therefore, Eucharistic reparation is ultimately participation in the love of Christ who continues to offer Himself for the salvation of the world. Consider Baruch, Jeremiah's faithful companion, (cf. Jer 36:4–8, 27–32; 45:1–5) who continued carrying the burden of God's word during difficult and uncertain times . Consider Anna the prophetess,(cf. Lk 2:36–38) who spent her life in worship, prayer, and expectation, remaining faithful when redemption was not yet visible . These hidden biblical lives reveal that not every apostolic mission is dramatic. Some souls repair through faithful presence. An elderly man who spends an hour before the Blessed Sacrament may be participating mysteriously in the salvation of people he will never meet. A bedridden woman who offers her suffering with Christ may become a hidden intercessor for missionaries. A university student who spends ten minutes in adoration before an examination may learn to offer not only anxiety but also the future to God. A priest may carry wounded souls before the tabernacle; a mother may unite her sleepless care for a sick child with Christ’s self-giving love (cf. Col 1:24; 2 Cor 1:3–4). Reparation transforms helpless love into prayerful offering, even through ordinary duties sanctified for God (cf. Rom 12:1; Col 3:17). St. JosemarĂa Escrivá especially witnessed to this hidden sanctification of daily work . Thus, reparation is not reserved for extraordinary mystics. The mechanic can repair through honest labour offered to Christ. The teacher can repair through patience. The doctor can repair through reverence for life. The judge can repair through justice without cruelty. The politician can repair through integrity. The priest can repair through reverent celebration of the Eucharist. The religious can repair through faithful hidden obedience. The married couple can repair through forgiveness and fidelity. The young person can repair through purity and courage. Every vocation can become Eucharistic when it is returned to Christ as an offering of love. The most astonishing truth is this: when you come before the Blessed Sacrament to repair, you are not simply looking at Jesus. Our Adorable Jesus looks upon you. His Presence reveals the world’s wounds and invites you to become part of His healing (cf. Jn 20:21; 2 Cor 5:20). Though your offering seems small, united with Him it can carry a mystery greater than itself . Therefore, do not merely pass Him by: adore where He is forgotten, repent where sin has wounded, intercede for lost souls, and love where charity has grown cold (cf. Mt 25:40; 1 Tim 2:1–4). Let your surrendered life become a quiet offering through which Eucharistic Love continues His work of restoration .
Prayer
O Adorable Jesus, truly present in the Blessed Sacrament, teach us to repair through love, adoration, repentance, and faithful service . Where You are forgotten, make us remember; where sin wounds, make us love. Heal our hearts and make our lives instruments of reconciliation, mercy, reverence, and salvation . Amen.
Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.