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The Grazing Ground of Asmodeus
Divine Appeal 199
ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL
VOLUME II
12th November 1996
Copyright © 2015 The Late Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir | Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya. All rights reserved. Reproduced by adivineappeal.com from "On the Eucharist: A Divine Appeal" (Vol. 1).
The Decision to Live in Darkness
Divine Appeal Reflection - 198
Today, consider in Divine Appeal 198: "Countless number of souls are choosing to live in darkness. They think their decision is for a few years in the world for money; but in actuality, they are plunging into perdition."
The gravest mystery of the human soul is its ability to remain beneath God’s eternal gaze while behaving as though eternity were too remote to influence the present (cf. Ps 90:12). The soul does not always turn away from Heaven through an explicit rejection of God;(cf. Heb 3:12–13) sometimes, it drifts from Him through small concessions to sin that gradually weaken its hunger for holiness . It postpones prayer until responsibilities diminish, purity until temptation loses its attraction, justice until generosity becomes convenient, and conversion until the supposed security of old age . Beneath these delays lies a dangerous illusion: that we may possess the present according to our own desires while reserving the future for God (cf. Lk 12:19–21). Yet time is not merely a passage leading towards eternity;(cf. 2 Cor 6:2) it is the sacred arena in which every choice shapes the soul’s response to grace and its readiness to encounter the Lord . Every choice either opens the heart more fully to divine life or trains it to live without recognising its need for God. This is why the Divine Appeal concerning souls who choose darkness for temporary gain reaches beyond outward misconduct into the hidden sanctuary of the will. Our Adorable Jesus does not merely desire that we abandon particular sins; He desires to recover the interior throne upon which we have enthroned our own desires. The young person who says that holiness can wait until old age may unknowingly be allowing present habits to educate tomorrow’s conscience. The ambitious person who sacrifices truth for promotion may gain a position while losing the interior freedom to stand before God without fear. Scripture places before us the seriousness of this choice: (cf. Deut 30:15–20) life and death are set before humanity, and the direction chosen carries consequences beyond the immediate moment . Christian freedom is not the ability to postpone goodness indefinitely, (cf. CCC 1731–1733) but the grace-enabled capacity to choose what leads to life now . Eternity begins to cast its shadow upon the present whenever the soul must decide whom it will love more:(cf. Mt 6:19–24; Eccl 12:1) God, or the passing thing that promises to satisfy it.
The soul can gradually lose its spiritual freedom when it allows passing gifts to occupy the throne that belongs to God alone. Money, affection, career advancement, comfort, influence, and human admiration are not evil in themselves; they become spiritual obstacles when they command the loyalty, trust, and surrender that should be directed towards the Lord . This danger deepens when sinful choices seem to yield favourable outcomes: dishonest earnings provide for a family, compromised principles open doors to promotion, and hidden infidelities protect an outward image of respectability. Nevertheless, worldly advantage must never be mistaken for divine favour, since the true measure of a life is not its prosperity but its conformity to God’s wisdom and righteousness . Through the parable of the rich fool, Our Lord reveals the emptiness of securing earthly abundance while remaining spiritually unprepared to meet God . Judas offers a further warning: even closeness to Jesus and participation in sacred realities cannot sanctify a heart that permits greed to take root and resist conversion . His story calls for serious self-examination, not speculation about his final destiny: outward closeness to Jesus can coexist with an inward resistance to conversion . St Basil the Great’s teaching on wealth challenges the illusion that possessions exist solely for private enjoyment when others are deprived of necessities. Achan’s greed led him to conceal what belonged to God, bringing suffering upon his household (cf. Jos 7:20–25). Balaam’s(cf. Num 22:7–22) desire for reward compromised his spiritual integrity, warning us against serving God with a divided heart . By contrast,(cf. Mk 12:41–44) the widow who offered two small coins teaches that generosity is measured not by the amount given but by the trust and self-surrender behind it . True conversion frees the heart from possessiveness and restores justice, integrity, and love of neighbour .
The Mystical Body of Christ is wounded when prayer, Eucharistic adoration, and communal devotion are left almost entirely to the elderly, the sick, and persons with disabilities, while those with greater strength, mobility, time, or practical skills remain spiritually indifferent.An elderly grandmother may struggle to attend Mass with her rosary, while a sick person offers sleepless nights to Our Adorable Jesus. The sacrifice of the vulnerable is a precious offering to God, but the wider community must not enjoy the fruits of their hidden intercession while neglecting its own vocation to pray and serve . A family may carefully schedule school activities while allowing family prayer to disappear. Such omissions reveal that devotion cannot be measured merely by the prayers offered by a few faithful souls; it must also be seen in the willingness of every member to contribute according to their abilities, so that no one is abandoned to carry the spiritual life of the community alone (cf. Rom 12:4–12). The early Church did not understand spiritual life as the private responsibility of a few devoted individuals;(cf. Acts 2:42–47) prayer, the breaking of bread, fellowship, and material care belonged to its common life . St Paul(cf. 1 Cor 12:22–26) reveals a profound ecclesial mystery: the members who appear weaker are not to be discarded but accorded special honour and care . Daniel’s fidelity shows how prayer can remain the inner axis of a life even when public pressures compete for allegiance (cf. Dan 6:10–11). The Church’s prayer is not meant to be a small flame guarded by the exhausted while the energetic remain outside its warmth; it is a fire into which every vocation is invited to bring its offering. The young need not wait for old age to become contemplative, and the active need not wait for illness to discover the value of hidden intercession. Holiness must become a shared responsibility in which gifts are offered, limitations respected, and no person treated as spiritually expendable .
One of the gravest consequences of choosing darkness is the progressive corruption of spiritual vision. Initially, the conscience recognises wrongdoing and warns the soul;(cf. Jn 3:19–21) gradually, excuses replace repentance, and eventually, the truth itself becomes unwelcome because it challenges the habits one has chosen to protect . Through repeated sin, the heart can become so familiar with its bondage that grace feels like an intrusion and correction like an enemy. What once awakened sorrow may no longer disturb the conscience,(cf. Eph 4:18–19; Heb 3:12–13) and what once promised freedom may begin to appear as a threat . Pharaoh’s (cf. Ex 8:15; 9:27–35; 10:1–3) repeated resistance to God illustrates the hardening that can accompany persistent refusal . St Paul(cf. Rom 1:21–25) describes humanity exchanging the Creator for created things and allowing its understanding to become darkened through disordered worship and desire . The Catechism (cf. CCC 1865–1866; 1791–1794) teaches that repeated sin fosters vice and that failures to recognise or follow the truth can deform moral judgment . This can occur beneath a religious exterior. Fear disguises itself as prudence, avarice assumes the language of provision, disordered desire borrows the name of love, resentment claims the mantle of justice, and neglect of God hides behind the demands of daily life . In this way, the heart ceases to seek healing for its wounds and begins to defend the very habits that deepen them, resisting the light that could lead it back to freedom . Yet Christ’s light exposes these false names not to crush the wounded but to restore their capacity to see (cf. Jn 3:19–21; Eph 5:8–14). We must approach this truth with humility, because responsibility can be affected by fear, coercion, ignorance, psychological burdens, and other circumstances known fully to God alone. No human observer can read another soul’s interior state with divine completeness. Nevertheless, compassion cannot mean pretending that destructive choices are harmless. Mercy is not God’s agreement with our darkness; it is His holy determination to call us out of it. Through sincere repentance, sacramental reconciliation, restitution, and concrete changes of conduct, even deeply rooted patterns can begin to be healed . The soul that still permits the truth to wound its pride has not lost every path towards freedom.
The ultimate meaning of this Appeal unfolds in the light of eternity, which is not merely a warning about humanity’s final destiny but the divine horizon against which every act of charity, every victory over sin, and every surrender to grace acquires its everlasting significance. Heaven is the blessed fulfilment of the soul’s communion with God, in which the deepest human longing finds its completion in the vision and love of its Creator . Hell, by contrast, is the dreadful possibility of definitive separation from God, a reality the Church proclaims with solemnity while entrusting the judgment of individual persons to His perfect justice and mercy . Therefore, eternity demonstrates the great dignity of human freedom: our choices influence not only how we behave on earth but also how we respond to the God who draws us into eternal fellowship. The repentant criminal crucified beside Jesus demonstrates that even at life’s final threshold,(cf. Lk 23:39–43) a sincere turning towards the Lord must never be dismissed as beyond hope . Manasseh’s(cf. 2 Chr 33:10–16) return to God after grave rebellion likewise reveals the transforming power of humility and repentance . Such witnesses do not justify delaying conversion; they summon us to begin it without presumption or despair. The young person must consecrate desires to Christ, couples must build love upon fidelity, workers must reject dishonest gain, the wealthy must practise generosity, parents must restore prayer within the home, consecrated souls must renew their hidden union with Our Adorable Jesus, and parishes must accompany the elderly, the sick, and persons with disabilities, ensuring that the responsibility for a living spiritual community is shared by all according to their gifts . Our Adorable Jesus seeks not merely the external correction of our behaviour but the transformation of love itself, so that we learn to desire what brings life to others and glory to God . No human achievement can purchase eternal life, for salvation is the gratuitous gift of God, received through grace and embraced through living faith that becomes fruitful in charity . The profound deception is to presume that we may repeatedly refuse Love today and somehow guarantee that tomorrow we shall possess the holiness we presently resist. Every present choice becomes an interior opening through which the soul either advances towards the transforming intimacy of God or tightens the bonds of its resistance to Him (cf. Deut 30:19–20; Jn 14:21; Gal 6:7–8). The now of our existence is the mysterious altar upon which divine grace encounters human freedom: yesterday’s failures may have wounded us, but they need not become the authors of our tomorrow when we allow Christ to redeem what we can no longer change (cf. Isa 43:18–19; 2 Cor 5:17). Our Adorable Jesus does not wait outside our struggles until we become spiritually impressive; He enters the very places where fear, temptation, grief, and weakness expose our need for Him . Therefore, conversion must not be postponed until the heart feels pure, circumstances become favourable, or the battle against sin appears less demanding. Grace calls us amid the unfinished struggle, inviting us to relinquish our excuses, rise from our falls, and begin again with humble trust in the One who strengthens those who turn towards Him . We must allow grace to enter precisely where sin has wounded us, repent without bargaining, and surrender even our unfinished conversion to the mercy of Our Adorable Jesus .
Prayer
Our Adorable Jesus, unveil the hidden compromises of our hearts and deliver us from the presumption of postponing our conversion . Awaken within us a holy reverence for Your presence, a courageous rejection of sin, and a tender love that seeks to please You in all things. Teach us to welcome Your grace today, consecrate our gifts to Your service, and persevere in holiness as we prepare for the joy of eternal communion with You . Amen.
Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.
Faith, Intimacy and Confidence
Divine Appeal Reflection - 198
Today, consider in Divine Appeal 198: "I implore you to abandon yourself in My heart and do what I have commanded you. I ask you for faith, intimacy and confidence."
The Appeal of Our Adorable Jesus draws the soul into a deeper dimension of spiritual existence, where believing in God must mature into allowing His invisible presence to govern our choices more profoundly than what our senses confirm, our possessions secure, or our reasoning can foresee (cf. 2 Cor 5:7). Faith welcomes the mystery of God, intimacy teaches the heart to remain within His presence, and confidence enables the soul to abandon its demand to dictate the manner in which His providence must unfold . Yet a subtle contradiction can survive even within sincere devotion:(cf. Mt 26:39) we may love God while secretly reserving the right to distrust Him whenever His will disrupts our expectations . We profess His omnipotence but struggle when His intervention seems delayed; we promise surrender but resist the very responsibility, misunderstanding, or humiliation through which He exposes our pride and purifies our intentions . Thus, the deepest test of confidence is not whether we trust God when His ways bring consolation, but whether we continue to entrust ourselves to Him when His silence conceals the meaning of our suffering and His providence leads us along a path we would never have chosen . Abraham's journey toward Mount Moriah exposes this hidden frontier of faith. After receiving the promise of a future through Isaac,(cf. Gen 22:1–14; Heb 11:17–19) he was confronted with a command that appeared impossible to reconcile with that promise, and his journey brought him to the limit of what human reasoning could resolve . The narrative must never be used to justify violence against children; its canonical conclusion reveals God's prohibition of human sacrifice and Abraham's encounter with God's provision. Its spiritual depth lies in the testing of whether the promise had become more important to Abraham than the God who had given it. Here lies an unsettling question for every vocation: have we begun to love God's gifts more than God Himself? A parent may love a child's future so intensely that anxiety becomes a form of control; a priest may become more attached to the success of a ministry than to the souls it exists to serve; a professional may defend a long-established career even when conscience demands a difficult change. Faith does not despise these legitimate loves;(cf. Mt 10:37–39; CCC 150–152) it restores them to their proper order by refusing to make them absolute . True abandonment begins when we entrust to God not only what we fear losing, but also the very interpretation we have constructed of what our lives must become .
Intimacy with Our Adorable Jesus deepens when the soul allows itself to be seen by God without the disguises behind which it protects its preferred image of holiness. Unlike human relationships, where appearances may conceal the truth for years, divine intimacy gradually exposes the intentions hidden beneath our outwardly virtuous actions . We may give generously while craving recognition, defend the truth while secretly delighting in another’s embarrassment, or embrace sacrifice while expecting God to repay us with success, admiration, or freedom from suffering . These uncomfortable revelations need not drive the soul into discouragement; when brought into the light of the Holy Spirit, (cf. Ps 139:23–24) they expose the hidden wounds and disordered attachments that grace alone can fully transform . Nathanael’s meeting with Jesus reveals this profound truth:(cf. Jn 1:45–51) before Nathanael could disclose his heart, Christ showed that He already knew him, drawing him towards a faith beyond his former understanding . Intimacy with God begins, therefore, not with a flawless account of ourselves, but with surrender to the One who sees our entire being and nevertheless invites us into His friendship . A father may recognise that his desire to discipline conceals a fear of losing control; a catechist may discover that impatience has wounded the very child he hopes to form; a consecrated soul may perceive that constant activity has become a shelter from the truths that silence would uncover. Such recognition becomes a doorway to conversion when the soul allows God to correct its intentions rather than defend its weaknesses . Though such revelations may unsettle us, they become pathways to conversion when received with humility rather than turned into accusations against ourselves . St. Teresa Benedicta of the Cross (Edith Stein), whose intellectual search for truth led her into the Catholic faith and consecrated life, reminds us that authentic faith need not fear sincere inquiry,(cf. Jn 8:32) because a heart genuinely seeking truth can allow grace to lead it beyond its own limitations . Intimacy is not achieved by manufacturing a religious atmosphere around ourselves. It grows through truthful prayer, attentive listening to Scripture, the sacramental life of the Church, examination of conscience, and the willingness to act upon what God reveals through sound discernment . The soul becomes more intimate with Christ as it ceases to use prayer to protect its preferred self-image and begins to let prayer uncover what love still needs to transform .
Confidence in the Heart of Our Adorable Jesus is most severely purified when heaven appears silent at the very moment our hearts cry out for divine intervention. Trust comes more easily when prayer brings visible answers, broken relationships are healed, honest labour bears fruit, and tomorrow seems filled with promise . Its deeper expression emerges when the innocent endure hardship, reconciliation remains distant, illness persists despite treatment, or years of faithful service pass without acknowledgement . Such confidence does not demand that we conceal our tears or tolerate injustice; rather, it teaches us to distinguish God's mysterious ways from any supposed absence of His goodness (cf. Is 55:8–9). Job's companions illustrate the danger of defending divine justice through explanations that presume to know the secret reasons behind another person's suffering, thereby adding the weight of accusation to an already burdened soul . Job's suffering shows us that faith does not necessitate an explanation for every sadness; sometimes, experiencing another person's misery with silent compassion conveys God's kindness more faithfully than words that try to rationalise the intolerable.Jeremiah also discovered that following God's call could result in rejection,(cf. Jer 20:7–13; 38:1–13) public humiliation, and incarceration . Nevertheless, these hardships could not undo the prophetic mission that had been entrusted to him. Confidence, therefore, is measured not merely by interior serenity but by the willingness to persevere in goodness:(cf. Gal 6:9) to seek appropriate care when sickness continues, confront wrongdoing when silence seems easier, and approach God honestly when prayer becomes difficult . St. John of the Cross helps us contemplate how the absence of spiritual consolation may accompany a deeper purification of love,(cf. Ps 13:1–6) though not every period of emotional distress or spiritual dryness should be interpreted as a mystical trial . The Church (cf. CCC 2728–2737) acknowledges that prayer involves distraction, struggle, and the pain of apparently unanswered petitions, without implying that God has ceased to be faithful . Authentic confidence remains open to God's goodness even when consolation is absent, choosing fidelity without demanding that His providence reveal its meaning immediately .
The invitation to surrender ourselves to the Heart of Our Adorable Jesus reveals a subtle spiritual contradiction: relinquishing control may be hardest when we possess the means to impose our will upon others. A parent may use guilt to secure a child’s compliance, an employer may govern through intimidation, a parish leader may silence legitimate concerns in the name of unity, or a spouse may turn past sacrifices into emotional leverage. In each case, the desired outcome may appear reasonable, even beneficial, yet the attempt to obtain it can betray the very charity that should guide Christian relationships (cf. 1 Cor 13:4–5). True surrender means refusing to achieve even a worthy end through methods that wound another person’s dignity, allowing Christ to purify not only what we desire but also how we pursue it (cf. Phil 2:3–5). Authentic confidence releases the need to control another person's interior freedom, while faith continues to seek truth, protection, and what is genuinely good . The father in the parable of the prodigal son offers a remarkable image of this freedom. He cannot make his younger son love him, nor can he prevent the son from misusing his inheritance; nevertheless, the father remains capable of welcoming the returning son without pretending that the son's departure caused no harm (cf. Lk 15:11–32). His love neither abolishes freedom nor makes repentance irrelevant. It keeps the door of relationship open, allowing reconciliation and conversion to remain possible even after disappointment (cf. Lk 15:20–24). This wisdom speaks to parents praying for children who have abandoned the faith, spouses seeking reconciliation, teachers patiently guiding resistant learners, and spiritual directors accompanying souls who must freely assume responsibility for their choices . Christian love does not exclude firm boundaries, accountability, or protection against harmful behaviour; surrender to God never excuses neglect or requires anyone to remain exposed to abuse . St. Francis de Sales teaches the value of gentleness and patient spiritual formation, reminding us that hearts are more faithfully guided through charity than crushed through harshness . The deeper act of surrender is to abandon the illusion that pressure can manufacture another person's conversion, while continuing to witness to the truth, pray faithfully, and seek appropriate assistance when needed . It may mean allowing a colleague to receive recognition, acknowledging that a younger person has identified a genuine mistake, or accepting that a good work must change form because circumstances and responsibilities have changed . Faith trusts God's wisdom; intimacy allows His love to correct our motives; confidence frees us to act without making success the condition of obedience. The Catechism's teaching on providence does not turn human beings into passive instruments;(cf. CCC 302–308) God works through the free actions of His creatures, whose cooperation remains meaningful and morally responsible . Thus, abandonment is not the death of responsible action. It is the death of our demand to possess absolute control over the persons, outcomes, and futures entrusted to our care (cf. Jas 4:13–15; 1 Pet 5:6–7).
Faith, intimacy, and confidence ultimately draw the soul into the filial surrender of Christ, whose entire earthly life was an offering of love to the Father . In Gethsemane,(cf. Mt 26:36–46) Jesus neither concealed His anguish nor treated the approaching Passion as though it were painless; He expressed His sorrow honestly while freely submitting His human will to the Father’s saving purpose . His abandonment reveals that genuine surrender does not require the absence of fear, but the willingness to entrust our whole being to God even when obedience is costly . The Cross(cf. Rom 8:35–39) therefore teaches us that trust does not guarantee freedom from suffering, nor does anguish signify a failure of faith . Even Christ’s cry of abandonment must be contemplated within His enduring relationship with the Father and His redemptive self-offering, never as a reason to condemn those who experience spiritual darkness . The Resurrection vindicates the Son and proclaims the defeat of sin and death, while creation still awaits the fullness of its redemption .The Eucharist brings this mystery into the heart of Christian life: in Holy Communion, Christ gives Himself to us, while adoration teaches us to remain before His presence without demanding immediate explanations for every trial . Such intimacy must transform our conduct beyond the sanctuary: the worker must reject corruption, the parent must safeguard the child’s dignity, the priest must seek the spiritual good of his flock, and the recipient of mercy must become merciful towards others . St. Charles de Foucauld offers a witness to hidden fidelity, showing how a life centred on Jesus can bear spiritual fruit without public recognition or measurable success . Prayer, understood as a covenant of communion with God, is therefore more than religious speech;(cf. CCC 2564–2565) it is a relationship in which the heart gradually learns to abide in His love . The deepest confidence is revealed in persevering quietly in charity, service, repentance, and hope, even when God’s purposes remain hidden from our understanding . Our Adorable Jesus does not demand that we solve every mystery before walking with Him; He invites us to surrender our unfinished lives to His loving providence, allowing His truth to purify our intentions, His grace to sustain our weakness, and His love to transform our hearts . Faith clings to Him when appearances offer little reassurance, intimacy abides in His presence when consolation fades, and confidence entrusts to Him what human effort cannot control . Such abandonment does not release us from our earthly duties; rather, it enables us to fulfil them faithfully without turning created gifts, achievements, or relationships into substitutes for God .
Prayer
Our Adorable Jesus, deepen our faith beyond appearances, our intimacy beyond feelings, and our confidence beyond understanding. Purify our hearts of every desire to control what belongs to Your providence . May Your Eucharistic Heart sustain us through uncertainty and trials, until our entire lives rest securely in Your unfailing love. Amen.
Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.
Divine Appeal 198
ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL
VOLUME II